Back to Basics - The Unspoken

Bugün nedense 10 numara iyi modumdayım. Hani olan herhangi birşey de yok ama nedense kendimi saçma bir şekilde mutlu hissediyorum. Sıyrılıp gitmek güzel şeymiş gerçekten, bikaç günü de geçmiyomuş süresi bu evrenin. Yaşanılan az olunca üzerinden yükünü atması da kolaymış.. Herneyse bugün belki de yine bir dönüm noktası olucak ve hayatımdaki önemli devrelerden biri kapanabilir. Çok gizli bilgidir gelişmeler bekleniyor.. Günün Sözü; Açlık, kılıçtan bile keskindir. Öğle yemeğine gitmeye hazırlandığım şu saatte bu cümle resmen cuk oturdu. Boyum uzadı ya resmen açlıktan midem sırtıma yapıştı. Hadi bana afiyet olsun..

Mevsimler geçerken temmuz gelir giderken O yeşil gözlerinde ben yoktum Seni ilk gördüğümde yok oldum yalan oldum Baktım gözlerine ah o anda talan oldum Sona kalan oldum Mevsimler geçerken temmuz gelir giderken Çok istedim yanımda sen yoktun Yıllar binler olmuş adaletin kaybolmuş O yeşil gözlerinde ben yoktum Yine kayıp bir yazdı ellerin bembeyazdı Baktım gözlerine ah onda seni yazdı Sadece seni yazdı Mevsimler geçerken temmuz gelir giderken Çok istedim yanımda sen yoktun Yıllar binler olmuş adaletin kaybolmuş O yeşil gözlerinde ben yoktum Mevsimler geçerken O yeşil gözlerinde ben yoktum

So yes this a new opening for the new season. This time only progamers will be allowed. Banlist on, no noob! Last year we had really good experiences about some situations. We didn't know how to handle them correctly. Now it seems that we are going to have these problems in our entire life. No plans needed this time. As I grow older I see that feeling guilty is much better than feeling stupid. So act first and do not get injured. You make the tackle and stand up before your opponent. Get the ball and score. Also I know that only a few will understand what I mean and this has got nothing to do with football. Quote of the day; Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment. Will I judge better now as I am more experienced? I think it depends. There millions of cases that you may encounter. Use you mind and trust yourself. You got the solution inside you, just analyse the case correctly. Ciao till tomorrow.

Are you cut up Or do you easily forget Are you still around Why haven’t you managed to die yet You could prop up the bar in hell How do you sleep You’ve never loved Why was I never good enough You thought you’d leave me falling forever Karma killer Needless to say I guess you know I hate you You’re so full of sin Even the devil rates you I hope you choke On your Bacardi and Coke How do you breathe Why don’t you cry How come you never asked me why You’re not a man stand and deliver Karma killer Karma killer Karma killer Karma killer I hope you choke On your Bacardi and Coke Look what you didn’t take from me Look what you didn’t take from me Look what you didn’t take from me Look what you didn’t take from me I don’t need to take revenge ‘Cos they’re coming to get you There’s no hope …

Uluslararası Cerrahlar Konferansı bittikten sonra bir Amerikalı, bir Ingiliz bir de Türk cerrah beraber bir şeyler içmeye giderler. Ingiliz başlar anlatmaya:- 'Geçen gün bir iş kazası geçirmis birini getirdiler. Adam presin içine sıkısmış. Sadece sol küçük parmağı vardı. Bizim elemanlarımız öyle iyi calıstılar ki, önce parmağa bir el, sonra kol, sonra da vücut yaptılar. Adam taburcu olunca o kadar verimli bir işçi oldu ki onun yüzünden 5 işçi işşiz kaldı. Amerikali söz alir:-'Bana ise gecen gün bir sac getirdiler. Adam nükleer reaktörün icinde kalmış. Sadece saçı vardı. Oldukça iyi bir çalışma ile önce saça bir baş, sonra vücut vs. yaptik. Adam taburcu olduğunda o kadar verimli oldu ki onun yüzünden 20 kişi işşiz kaldı. Türk söz alir:-'Yillar once, bir gun yolda gidiyordum. Bir osuruk kokusu aldım. Hemen osuruğu bir çantaya doldurdum. Laboratuara gidip o osuruğa uygun bir döt deligi yaptık. Sonra deliğe uygun bir döt yaptık. En sonunda döte uygun bir vücud yaptık. Ortaya bi

Yes Chip you are no more special. You are just one of them, and you will never be the number one or the last one. This will go on forever. Stuck in the middle and just noticed that. Try to go back now, no more forward is possible. Now saw that it was nothing but ungratefulness and I am sooo happy that I know this right now. No mercy anymore, I regret that I pity those days. Ok now to fun part, where is the pink head ?!? Maybe found and lost, maybe just waiting to be found. Will discover this in a short time. Quote of the day; I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. Ja definitely right, maybe the key to success is trying to please only the one and not to be selfish when the subject is her happiness. I am thinking of the pink head. Just let me loose.

New day, same shit again. Got the same stress on me. I am just trying to be reasonable. I know that there is always a better, even if you have found the best. And I am sure about one thing that I will be better. I just need them, I need them all... I am slightly seeing myself at the moment and what would the outcome be if it goes on like this. Will find a solution asap, no worries. Maybe in a week, maybe in a month.. Quote of the day; The only solution for hatred is break up. You can think this vice-versa. This will get you out.

So another day at the office and sometimes things get very annoying and boring here. While I was trying to accommodate myself into this new life I don't want anymore difficulties. I am just trying to avoid stress. I need to get a new bed. Maybe this can change my life a little bit and delete all the ........ About the past weekend it was awesome. Spending time with my nephews and my girlfriend made me happy for some time. And as a bonus going shopping with really cheap prices. Later on came the saturday night. Joining the beer contest in Pi, drinking mojito, jack sparrow and tequila really entertained me. After all these fun, the weekdays are the most boring these days. But I know something is going to help me. Waiting for it... I am feeling like I am losing my inspiration nowadays. Maybe there is nothing I should write here. I am just living it. So let it go in peace. Will be back. Till then take care..